Sunday

hmm, seems to sum up the last couple of weeks for me.

For some reason i seem to have lost the ability (if i ever had it) to blog about things, I said at the start i was going to use this to try and help me open up, but a quick check back and all i see is jokey stuff and superficial moaning. I guess I've run out of jokes and the moaning is now just a constant droan in the background.

My sister left for uni today and its put in me in reflective mood and now more than ever I'm aware that i have gone through life exactly like "hmm", neutral, boring, could mean hundreds of things, non committal or adventurous. I could blame my parents here for polarising my sister and me with her being extroverted and me being the opposite. Sixth form has been better, but of the things i could have done, Ive done a fraction of.

To miserably a blog by far, i apologise, will cheer up soon enough, blame my cold and this massive fucking insect bite on my arm.

PS) happy birthday edaves