Sunday, 1 November 2009

Standard Conditions

I have a problem, well several problems but today's key issue is my work habits. Combined with an astronomical workload has turned me into a miserable son of a biatch to be around. And now with YouTube temporarily down i am left with only one option.

Blogging, but what to blog about, i am unable to embed videos.

Um, things I'm looking forward too. School (gasp) because school gives me a structure to my day, without which i end up sat in my room watching you tube and repetitively doing the same track over and over again on trials HD. This then results in the aforementioned workload being ignored which then means i have to cancel plans (sorry), but then i continue to procrastinate and still have a massive workload. This has left me with the paranoid feeling that if i make it to Uni i will fuck it up. And as going to Uni is basically my entire life plan at this point, i am paranoid living with my mother until I'm 30.

So this has all been buzzing around my head over this week. i ended up on Saturday snapping at everything that moved. Oh and i may have to wake up at 6 tomorrow to take my dad to the station. So if I'm still pissed tomorrow that's why.

I do realise i sound like a whiny little bitch when i moan like this. I do try not to but can't be helped. Plus my issues are not nearly as insurmountable as my Halloween leftover chocolate fueled brain is turning it into. So here is where i turn to the might of the inter web. If you think I'm procrastinating and ignoring problems MSN bitch slap me till i wake up.

PS anyone who wants a left over Halloween mars bar come find me tomorrow.

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