Friends

Originally i came to this website for the same reason a lot of people did. There were rumours of a sex blog going around and Moses found it. But now i can definitely see the useful side to it. I am ridiculously closed off. I do not talk to anyone about anything personal. Not even my family. Its partly a male thing of not showing weakness, but also I've been doing it for so long its hard to stop. To be frank i have never had a lot of friends. Early on i had a friend in my village, reasons for friendship were purely geographical and i don't speak to him anymore for various reasons. In Primary school there were only 12 people in my year and i cant name a single one who i consider to be a proper friend. When i came to St Johns i never had many friends, i hung around with a group, but to be honest i never felt like any of them would hang out with me by choice. Recently I've felt much better about things, mainly thanks to Moses whose offer of a seat in one maths lesson was key. As well as sixth form being far better than GCSE for freedom, thanks to free periods and increased respect from teachers. But the problem still resides that i don't talk about problems, so what I'm going to try and do more is write about it here. I want to make this clear that this is not me winging about how shit my life is. Because its not, i know its not. The intent of this is to get me to talk more and hopefully spend less time as a hermit in the future.

Right i want to end on a happy note (also i like to embed videos). I like to introduce people to new programs and cool shit and apart from introducing House to Moses I've been pretty successful so I'm gonna go out on a limb and try to introduce an online group called Rooster teeth, they are legends and recently they've moved out of machinima and started live action. So here it is.