So to the day with things and the happening of stuff.
Considering i was pretty apprehensive about today, it wasn't half bad. Although it did feel like a bit of a waking dream at times. Not like the dream where large breasted women offer grapes to me off a platter, not that i dream of things like that *ahem*, but more like when your in a dream and you have absolutely no control of what your doing and just seem to drift along.
So this morning i took my final exam, hope it went well. Thing is since i finished I've been really aware of an absence of something. For the past month every spare moment I've had I've spent revising or trying to forget about revising. Now that its gone I've got very little to do. It was even weirder going back to class. Its gonna take me a while to get used to school again.
This afternoon i had a quintet interview. Sorry i didn't share the paragraph on blogger but i doubt anyone was interested anyway. The interview was with the big cheese himself "Carol Vorderman inside Carol Vorderman" and was pretty much what i expected. I said the things i wanted to say, but to be honest i don't care at this point. I i get it then its just another thing to worry about.
On a complete side track, i read a blog earlier attacking Dawkins. Dawkins is a dick let me make this clear to start off with. He is the atheist version of an evangelical. So this is the vague grey blur of my opinions. I went to a Church of England School with regular appearances from the local vicar, where hymns were sung and prayers were said. What my parents did and for which I'm eternally grateful is not take me to church or any religious building for that matter. I appreciate it for what it is, it allowed me to choose. When i reached the age where you start thinking about these things i found it harder and harder to imagine the existence of a God/Deity/supernatural justice system as for me it was like Harry Potter. A good story with some cool characters, maybe some lessons to be learnt, but still just a story. I see the bible as similar, things to learn from it, but not to devote my life to studying it. There are other books to read, with new thought and ideas.
The phrase "Why do good things happen to bad people" particularly pisses me off, its not unfair, its life. Assholes get rich, Assholes die in the gutter. Nice people live good lives, Nice people get metaphorically shat on. Its neither fair nor unfair, things happen. Chemistry has largely influenced me on this. As you go into things at molecular level you see that the things that make life don't pick good or evil they just react. An element reacts with another because of the situation and the types of elements involved. If your a good person and something bad happens to you its not because you've done something wrong its because of the situation your in.
I'm sorry if most of the above sounds like bullshit, im not very good at putting thoughts into words, maybe if i get drunk it will be easier. LOL
Like Dixon Bainbridge i dont like to end on a downer, so in the tradion of me imbedding videos heres a trailor of a movie i want to see just for a certain boxing legend at the end of the trailor.
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